
Rejected by Others, Accepted by Christ
Last September, I started attending the
Cleansing Stream class. A couple of weeks after the class had started, I asked
our class leaders, Cyndy and Terry Bartelli, to pray for me that my beliefs
would strongly convict my heart through God’s Word. While Cyndy and Terry were
praying for me, Cyndy gave me a word from the Lord. The Lord told Cyndy that
there was a wall around my heart. It was a fragile wall, like an eggshell, and
God said that He was going to break through it. At that moment, God gave me
great peace and I felt Him cover me with His love and grace. I was so anxious
for the cleansing, the healing, and the breakthrough that God was going to do in
my life.
On the first night of our retreat, we dealt with different issues. The first
issue we dealt with was rejection. I didn’t think that I struggled with
rejection, but as the teaching went on, God revealed to me that I dealt with
multiple walls of rejection. The truth is, I had rejected God, myself, others,
and I feared rejection. Because of rejection, I had spirits of pride, shame,
guilt, death, and condemnation. God showed me that rejection was the wall around
my heart, and that night He broke down that wall. Not only did God break down
the walls around my heart, He also filled me with His love, grace, and the
renewal of my mind, soul, and dreams. Jesus cleansed me with His blood and set
me free. God showed me His promises and delivered me from the enemy. I am so
grateful that I was able to go on this journey of entering into the Cleansing
Stream. For the first time in my life, I know that I am free—and that is only
the beginning.
Rebecca